Jack and Coke for the soul

So, I had an infinitely satisfying night out with my old friend Rob. It's always fun to hang out with someone who's life is more messed up than mine.

Not to say he isn't doing well. He has a great job, lots of cool friends, and a really kick ass apartment in the city. It's just, he's surrounded by like 50 times more drama than I ever will be. And that makes me feel a little less fucked up.

It's also good to get his perspective on my life, he tends to be brutally honest and becomes sadistically honest when he drinks. Like a limelight being shone right into my life.

I also had a nice moment of silence in my head after I hung out with him and his friends, when I went to Denny's to flush the chemicals out of my system.

Always a good thing when the voices all shush. Though it got me thinking about what I miss most about having a girlfriend/significant other. I miss those comfortable silences...Being able to hang out with someone and not having to SAY or DO anything at all. Tis nice, and makes a lot of the insanity that comes with a relationship seem less of an issue.

Damn, I need to blow something up.