Sealed with a curse as sharp as a knife...

...doomed is your soul and damned is your life.

So I guess an update is necessary. It's been a wild ride last couple of weeks. I've had to leave two "friends" behind, but that was necessary for my peace of mind. I feel violated by the drama that has been the impetus of this. But then as they say this too, as with all things, shall pass.

Made a few unscheduled trips to the city recently. My sis was doing her little medical experimentation thing. Hopefully the pay off will be worth the three 9 hours chunks taken out of my life. Though truth be told I actually somewhat enjoy seeing the less advertised parts of Chicago. Occasionally they remind me of NYC. I miss Mew York, someday though I will be returning there.

So anyhow. I am hoping I will be done with Brandon's site within the next day or so and will be able to put it up on the web for all to see. His pictures are simply awesome to behold. He's gonna go far I think. I also am finally getting some more of my life in a semblance of order which can hopefully lead to me actually being sane and possibly happy sometime in the near future.

To that end, I have had a certain red haired girl on my mind as of late and I am having a terrible time sorting out my feelings toward her. I am often filled with more happiness than I know what to do with when around her. But she runs hot and cold so often I cannot determine what her feelings are. So I guess I am going to have to let that limbo stand for now.

Also it seems my father has re affirmed his commitment to the business so things look up on that front but who the hell knows. Quite frankly, my success in life now depends more on making our business venture work...

Time will tell.