screwy quizes of boredom

Which File Extension are You?


Which OS are You?

They're coming to take me away HA HA!

Someone asked me one late night, "Why don't you ever smile in your pictures?"
So here it is, one big maniacal smile for all of you!

Sealed with a curse as sharp as a knife...

...doomed is your soul and damned is your life.

So I guess an update is necessary. It's been a wild ride last couple of weeks. I've had to leave two "friends" behind, but that was necessary for my peace of mind. I feel violated by the drama that has been the impetus of this. But then as they say this too, as with all things, shall pass.

Made a few unscheduled trips to the city recently. My sis was doing her little medical experimentation thing. Hopefully the pay off will be worth the three 9 hours chunks taken out of my life. Though truth be told I actually somewhat enjoy seeing the less advertised parts of Chicago. Occasionally they remind me of NYC. I miss Mew York, someday though I will be returning there.

So anyhow. I am hoping I will be done with Brandon's site within the next day or so and will be able to put it up on the web for all to see. His pictures are simply awesome to behold. He's gonna go far I think. I also am finally getting some more of my life in a semblance of order which can hopefully lead to me actually being sane and possibly happy sometime in the near future.

To that end, I have had a certain red haired girl on my mind as of late and I am having a terrible time sorting out my feelings toward her. I am often filled with more happiness than I know what to do with when around her. But she runs hot and cold so often I cannot determine what her feelings are. So I guess I am going to have to let that limbo stand for now.

Also it seems my father has re affirmed his commitment to the business so things look up on that front but who the hell knows. Quite frankly, my success in life now depends more on making our business venture work...

Time will tell.

Feelings

Who fucking needs them.

Snack Cake For the Soul

I'm so tired. Not only has this been an insane week. But my leg has decided to explode with pain galore. Blech. But that is finally clearing up.

Thursday was interesting...I wanted to post something then but had no energy or interest. Been in something of a depression lately, those are always kind of hard to shake.

Anyhow, Thursday I got shanghaied into driving my sister into the city for a medical experiment(don't ask...she's getting paid for it). Therefore I ended up hanging in the city for about 5 hours with nothing to do(no money :( ...makes for dullsville). So I had a nice nap in the ghetto. Nicely peppered with some intense and highly vivid dreams. When my sis finally got out we headed home and promptly ran into the worst traffic ever. It was actually doing ok till we got to the Cumberland Rd exit then traffic stopped...dead. After approximately an hour of most about 1/2 mile an hour. We passed just about the worst truck crash I have ever seen. Which managed to get the 3 lane highway chopped down to 1 lane. It turns out that a semi-truck managed to jump the median and fly over to the opposite lanes(that would be the ones we were in) and smash into another truck. The both of them were shredded and an absolute mess. So anyhow, that was my queer day of the week. Otherwise I have just been in a funk. I really need to get stupid sometime soon. One way or another. Ah well.

under red skies

do you feel my hate

my breath a putrid steam burning upon your neck

I've seen your quality and I know what you are now

know then that you will never feel my compasion or love

my hate is all you will recieve

dedicated to no one important, at least not anymore

WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG

Good God this is sooooooooo damned messed up.

http://www.heavy.com/?videoPath=/current/teamAmerica/Bert_Ernie

Follow this link at your own risk.

BTW - "Happiness", the movie the dialogue comes from, is a great movie and worth seeing. The director is one of the ballsiest people in the world.

Hee Hee

This just tickles my brain.

http://www.pias.com/videos/therealtuesdayweld-bathtime.wmv

BTW, this is a 5 MB download so if you have a slow connection be ready for a bit of a wait. Sorry

Falling towards the inevitable

I let my friend Brandon drag me to the U.N. Club tonight. Normally I'm not a clubber and I am really not into that scene. But he wanted to show me the place where he does a lot of his business(photography). It was a very nice club I do have to admit. And it was fun to watch all the people dancing and having a good time(heheh...Brandon dancing with some of the hotter girls out there doing his little shirley temple dance had me floored-laughing my ass off).

One thing I though was particularly amusing was that all the guys there looked exactly alike. It was like they were all cloned from the same goofy buzz cut euro-stud. The women howerver were in all shapes and sizes, and very pleasurable to see in all thier splendor. And all of them were very beautiful.

(though not really my taste, it was still fun to watch the bumping and grinding)

There was even a little, girl on girl, action. Which, as every guy knows, is always fun to watch. >:)

Anyhow, we all ended the night out at(where else?) Denny's and had some laughs and got to see a little drama too.

But then it IS Denny's after all.

Random thought for the day:
Why is is that we men are soooo much more attractive to women when we are in a solid relationship?