Can you say, feel like shit?

Loooong night, even longer day! Oi Oi Oi! Anyhow, I couldn't sleep last night. Too much on my brain...just couldn't get her out of my mind. I asked for a second chance, but I have this feeling in the pit of my stomache that she's not going to give it to me. What does one do?

I dunno, one last gesture. (last stand if you will)

Sent her flowers. Not in the conventional sense though. I spent 2 hours looking for as many beautiful high res pics of flowers I could find.(She can't have real flowers where she lives cause her cat'll eat em.) I have a thing for giving girls flowers. And I didn't get to do it before the fit hit the shan. It probably won't change anything. I put them in a web page and sent the link. Who knows if she'll see them. I was planning to get a url spacifically for them too, something just for her...but work wasn't going to give me time for that.

I'm such a lame ass.

Anyhow, I need to jet and get clean before I go crazy. I am disaster-boy! See for yourself!!!

I need a damned shave too...starting to look like a hobo.